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glasses
asian
just plain short in height

lol! i just realized something about me i analyze wayyy tooo much]]></description>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Everything is going down hill]]></title>
	      <link>http://61718191.buzznet.com/user/journal/1386611/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>I going back to a stage on my life that I hate. People have soo much expectation from me, its hard. It is. People see me in a way that I wish they didnt. People think Im like this ubely duper smart person, but im not. When I tell people the mark I get they are SOOOO surprised. I've lost alll energy to work. I just want to go away, really far away. I want to go back to a time where life was carefree. A life where I dont have to grow up. Why cant I just be a kid forever? I feel like nobody in my life right now care about me. All my friends have best friends but I dont. Nobody knows me. I feel like a lot of people hate me. I feel like my personality is ugly. I hate stress. I want to go away, far far away. I dont want to be here. I have these feelings of wakeless dream, where I am peaceful asleep. I need an escape. I want to break free. If only this, or if only that. Im tired of being down. I need an escape. I need a real escape. And not shows that temporarily take me away for 30-60 minuites. I cant do this anymore. I WANT SOMEONE TO TALK TO. I want someone real. someone who can help me. Someone who can take this pain away. I feel soo alone.</P>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>61718191</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-11-28T19:34:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[I hate it when...]]></title>
	      <link>http://61718191.buzznet.com/user/journal/997911/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>a song/cd has lost it;s meaning to you.</P>
<P>Last year at boxing day, I bought the latest cd from 3DG(one x). Right from the beginning I connected right away with it. You could say I was at a low point during that time. The song in the&nbsp;cd gave me confidence. When I was&nbsp;<STRONG><U>hating</U></STRONG> going back to school after the holidays, I drew the paper man&nbsp;and 3DG&nbsp;on my bag, and it gave me confidence the next day. I listened to it when I lost hope on anything. Then things started to turn up I got over some of my shyness(I'm def. still working on that), I joined a school&nbsp;team, I was part if the prop crew for our school play, I went to see my first concert(well the first&nbsp;one I wanted to go to). I stopped listening to the cd. Then few months go by and I was&nbsp;flipping through my cd case. The very first cd that was in it was the 3DG cd, and I just sort if looked at it the kept flipping and looked for another cd...after awhile I notice this and well it bugged me. </P>
<P>Today when I was listening to "Hallelujah" by Paramore, I noticed the&nbsp; song is about not giving up and it made me think of One X. Then it just hit me...</P>
<P>I'm a different person now. I'm sad that I cant relate to One X like I used to, but&nbsp;I'm happy now. And I&nbsp;rarely get&nbsp;a <STRONG>really really</STRONG> low point(you know the point of almost suicidal). I know I'll always have One X a special place on my heart, but it's not me anymore. It feels like that girl I once was, was from a past life that I had.</P>
<P>that was my superly duper sappy story...Do any of you have one? A song/Cd that lost it's meaning to you? </P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>3dg</category>
		  		  	<category>confidence</category>
		  		  	<category>hope</category>
		  		  	<category>music</category>
		  		  	<category>one x</category>
		  		  	<category>paramore</category>
		  		  	<category>three days grace</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>61718191</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-09-14T18:55:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[TO ALL CANADIAN PARAMORE FANS]]></title>
	      <link>http://61718191.buzznet.com/user/journal/443381/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<FONT size=2>I think it's time we bombard Much Music to start playing Paramore...as much as I want to keep Paramore a best kept secret, I'm tired of having to search for Paramore cd&nbsp;all over the place looking for them. So I want everyone to do one or more&nbsp;of the&nbsp;following 4 things:<BR></FONT>
<OL>
<LI><FONT size=2>Vote on MOD daily ten and as your wild card put Paramore's misery bussiness down...Click </FONT><A href="http://www.muchmusic.com/tv/mod20/daily10.aspx"><FONT size=2>here</FONT></A><FONT size=2> for link.</FONT> 
<LI><FONT size=2>Email them requesting Paramore. </FONT><A href="http://www.muchmusic.com/tv/mod20/talk_to_us.aspx"><FONT size=2>Here</FONT></A><FONT size=2>&nbsp;and at </FONT><A href="mailto:ondemand@muchmusic.com"><FONT size=2>ondemand@muchmusic.com</FONT></A> 
<LI><FONT size=2>Phone them 1 800 265 MUCH</FONT> 
<LI><FONT size=2>If you are going to a MOD show, ask the Vj's about Paramore or about their videos.</FONT></LI></OL>
<P><FONT size=2>Also Call or e-mail&nbsp;your local stations to play Paramore.<BR><BR>Toronto try:<BR>102.1 The Edge (416-870-EDGE)<BR>or<BR>99.9 Mix Fm (</FONT><A href="http://www.999mixfm.com/shows/requests"><FONT size=2>http://www.999mixfm.com/shows/requests</FONT></A><FONT size=2>)<BR>(sorry but I dont know any stations on other provinces and territorries)<BR><BR>Thats all I got for now. If your not from Canada...you can try the email stuff.<BR>please please people e-mail, call or do other things to promote Paramore. Paramore's name might mean secret love doesnt mean that they should be a secret.<BR><BR>Love,<BR>Christia<BR><BR>P.s. I didnt mention anything about MTV 'Cause they dont really play music videos. You can ask them for them to play live but I dont really know how you can do that</FONT></P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>hayley williams</category>
		  		  	<category>jeremy davis</category>
		  		  	<category>josh farro</category>
		  		  	<category>paramore</category>
		  		  	<category>taylor york</category>
		  		  	<category>zac farro</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>61718191</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-06-20T09:21:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Riot in Canada]]></title>
	      <link>http://61718191.buzznet.com/user/journal/395731/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>Ok, Riot comes out in Canada on June 19th(I didnt know this but it's my fault for not researching) Anyway, if I buy it at Best Buy does anyone know if I'll be able to get the song&nbsp;Rewind on it? 'Cause on their myspace the baner says release week but I;m not sure if thats only at America<BR><BR>would someone help me please. I'm sooooooo Confused!</P>
<P>-Christia</P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>paramore</category>
		  		  	<category>riot</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>61718191</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-06-13T12:52:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Outlook]]></title>
	      <link>http://61718191.buzznet.com/user/journal/308131/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>My cousin posted this on her myspace and I thought it was cool. So here it is:(if you do it please comment of what you think of it)</P>
<P><SPAN style="COLOR: rgb(0,204,204)"><FONT size=3><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: Verdana,Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif"><SPAN style="COLOR: rgb(51,51,255)"><FONT size=3>Grab paper and pencil and number from 1-6 and leave room to write. <BR><BR>These are all open ended questions, so put what you think and don't worry because these are not right or wrong answers.<BR></FONT><FONT style="COLOR: rgb(255,255,255); BACKGROUND-COLOR: rgb(255,102,0)" size=2><FONT size=3><BR>1. Your walking on a path and you see a forest. Whats description of the forest, how does it make you feel and do you go in it or not?<BR><BR>2. You go into the forest and you see a key. What does it look like?<BR><BR>3. You keep walking and you see a cup. What does it look like and what is the relationship with you and the cup (as in what do u do with it)<BR><BR>4. You keep walking and you see a body of water. What does this look like? What is your relationship with this?<BR><BR>5. You turn around and you see a bear. What does the bear look like and what do you do with it?<BR><BR>6. You keep on walking and now you see a wall. What does this look like and whats the relationship you have with this?</FONT><BR><BR style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,0); BACKGROUND-COLOR: rgb(255,255,255)"><SPAN style="TEXT-DECORATION: underline"><SPAN style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,0); BACKGROUND-COLOR: rgb(255,255,255)">Answers:</SPAN><BR style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,0); BACKGROUND-COLOR: rgb(255,255,255)"><BR style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,0); BACKGROUND-COLOR: rgb(255,255,255)"><SPAN style="TEXT-DECORATION: underline"><SPAN style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,0); BACKGROUND-COLOR: rgb(255,255,255)">1. The way you describe the forest and how you feel is your outlook on life.</SPAN><BR style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,0); BACKGROUND-COLOR: rgb(255,255,255)"><BR style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,0); BACKGROUND-COLOR: rgb(255,255,255)"><SPAN style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,0); BACKGROUND-COLOR: rgb(255,255,255)">2. How you described the key is your outlook on education.</SPAN><BR style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,0); BACKGROUND-COLOR: rgb(255,255,255)"><BR style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,0); BACKGROUND-COLOR: rgb(255,255,255)"><SPAN style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,0); BACKGROUND-COLOR: rgb(255,255,255)">3. The cup is how you view religion.</SPAN><BR style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,0); BACKGROUND-COLOR: rgb(255,255,255)"><BR style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,0); BACKGROUND-COLOR: rgb(255,255,255)"><SPAN style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,0); BACKGROUND-COLOR: rgb(255,255,255)">4. The body of water is what your outlook on the opposite sex and or relationship is.</SPAN><BR style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,0); BACKGROUND-COLOR: rgb(255,255,255)"><BR style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,0); BACKGROUND-COLOR: rgb(255,255,255)"><SPAN style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,0); BACKGROUND-COLOR: rgb(255,255,255)">5. The bear is how you deal with problems.</SPAN><BR style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,0); BACKGROUND-COLOR: rgb(255,255,255)"><BR style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,0); BACKGROUND-COLOR: rgb(255,255,255)"><SPAN style="COLOR: rgb(255,102,0); BACKGROUND-COLOR: rgb(255,255,255)">6. The wall is how you look at death.</SPAN></SPAN></SPAN></FONT></SPAN></SPAN></FONT></SPAN></P>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>61718191</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-05-30T13:23:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Hey ya'll]]></title>
	      <link>http://61718191.buzznet.com/user/journal/185471/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>I decided just today that I'll start making requests for graphic ddesigns(i.e. wallpaper, user picture...stuff like that) </P>
<P>if you want one send me an email (<A href="mailto:solely_for_graphic_designs@yahoo.ca">solely_for_graphic_designs@yahoo.ca</A>) saying these as a subject&nbsp; "background-*insert name or nickname here*"</P>
<P>Inside describe what you want in it, how big, writings(please no "jane+jack=love" basically no names unless it's an artist or famous person), colour, basically&nbsp;give me as much info&nbsp;as you want.</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>*IF I DO THIS FOR YOU PLEASE GIVE ME CREDIT*</P>
<P>*note- I do NOT do HTML or CSS stuff so i cant help you with that</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>-christia</P>
<P>*feel free to add more tags*</P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>cute is what we aim for</category>
		  		  	<category>fall out boy</category>
		  		  	<category>panic! at the disco</category>
		  		  	<category>paramore</category>
		  		  	<category>red jumpsuit apparatus</category>
		  		  	<category>this providence</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>61718191</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-05-09T13:15:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Toronto Concert!]]></title>
	      <link>http://61718191.buzznet.com/user/journal/169140/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>OMG OMG OMG! I loved it. It was really awesome....awesome!</P>
<P>Lets start from the line. I was right beside Paramore's bus. I didnt know it was theirs until I saw josh get out of it....I was in shock. It didnt process in my head until, well it still hasnt gone to my head still. I should have gotten a picture with him but the oppurtuntity went and left&nbsp;so I cannot do anything about it now. man do you know how I tottaly hate waiting in line? but before the line moved there was this masked guy(I was guessing it was Taylor) entertaining us. He kept on poping out of a little window it was funny. At first he kept(im only saying "he" 'cause i think it was taylor)on, at first, throwing things like empty bottles outside then when this guy was getting some luggage he was like trying to push the door down(the door opened up) on this guy it was funny then at some point he tried eating tortilla chips with the mask, lets say it wasnt very succesful. Then like a minute later he was asking people what their favourite colour was but no one answered them...I was tempted but didnt. Man I have to look for a picture of that guy. I know there is&nbsp;it atleast one from last night 'cause the girl in front of us took a picture... The guy definately was coool, and it took my mind off the fact that my friend was late...she came at Love Arcade's last song... so I didnt get to see their set.</P>
<P>I saw the last song Quiet Drive's set... We didnt get to see the whole thing because my friend and I were buying a shirt from Paramore's merch...I got this cool shirt with a girl and...well you'll see a picture later(maybe tommorrow) they were good...after them was This providence... they were really good. I like them and I think I'm going to start to listen to them more often. It was funny at one point someone shouted "AUSIE, AUSIE, AUSIE" and they were about to sing a song the lead singer wrote about missing someone...uhm "An ocean between us"? They knew how to pump people up 'cause&nbsp;he kept saying "You ready for paramore?...well their coming soon" Me bobbing my head to their music was a sign that I liked them... Man as soon as This providence's set finished, the dance floor filled up like crrrraaaaaazzzzyyyyy really fast.</P>
<P>ahhh Paramore's set was really good. but the people fixing the set took forever. The music on the background was a mexican band and I think we heard like 3 songs from the band before Paramore came on.OMG! it was super sureal when I saw them. It <STRIKE>didnt</STRIKE> hasn't sunk in that I saw them LIVE in person... during Emergency some tall&nbsp; ass dudes moshed their way in front of me...That got me really mad so when some people try to mosh me out of the way I fucking pushed back! then by the end of Emergency I ended close to the front my where jeremy and taylor was. but after that the crowed calmed down and there was more singing than moshing until...well another fast beat song came up. but I was out kind of in the safe zone so I didnt care us much...I lost my friend on the crowd I was worried that she might get hurt but whenever a song was played I kind of forgot( dont&nbsp; you guys call me a bad friend I'm a huge fan of Paramore and weeelllllll.....geez go ahead call me a bad friend) OMG! I thought they were finished but people kept saying "one more song, one more song". I was sad 'cause they at this point didnt play "presure" or "born for this" yet. BUT I think that was their plan all along 'cause they sang two more songs... and guess what they where? yup presure and born for this. oh by this time my friend somehow eneded up by my side again. OH! I tried getting Josh do his screaming thing but lest just say that the audio was bad and iwasjumpingofexcitementseeinghimdothescreamingthing =D</P>
<P>UHM photos tommorrow as well as a really bad audio videos or video if I mesh it all together.</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>XOXOXOXOXO</P>
<P>Christia</P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>love arcade</category>
		  		  	<category>paramore</category>
		  		  	<category>paramore concert</category>
		  		  	<category>this providence</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>61718191</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-05-05T15:33:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[ARGH!!!!!!]]></title>
	      <link>http://61718191.buzznet.com/user/journal/157334/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>I was having a good day until i decided to go on myspace and look at the replies on my reply(does that make sense?). I posted this: </P>
<P>You guys check out Paramore, they are really good. they are coming out with a new cd in June. Check out some of their new songs at http://www.fbrplus.com/ , go to audio and click on one song then listen to the other.<BR><BR>You wont be disapointed if you at least listen to them.<BR><BR>Make 'em big here at Canada. </P>
<P>: I wrote that just to get them big you know? 'cause as much as I like being different with some&nbsp;band choices I like, but I still want to walk down the halls and hear people talk bout Paramore.</P>
<P>OK now today I got a reply from this jerk of an ass bitch saying this:</P>
<DIV class=postbody>paramore sucks sooooo hard.<BR><BR>rip off of veda.<BR><BR><BR>and they only have one good song<BR><BR><BR><BR><BR><BR><BR><BR><BR><BR>listen to better music </DIV>
<DIV class=postbody>&nbsp;</DIV>
<DIV class=postbody>: That just fucking pissed me off! not because he doesnt like paramore ( i'm not stupid I&nbsp;know there are some who wont like them). I got pissed off because HE had the&nbsp;fucking guts to tell me to listen to better music. Who the hell is he to tell me that my music choice should be better. I also got pissed because if you dont like a band dont talk shit, just say oh I dont like them and and move with on with your life</DIV>
<DIV class=postbody>&nbsp;</DIV>
<DIV class=postbody>.:.I know this doesnt have to do with RJA, TAI, PATD but it just pisses me off when people say a band/music/genre sucks and listen to&nbsp;other kinds&nbsp;just because they dont like them/the genre/ music.</DIV>
<DIV class=postbody>&nbsp;</DIV>
<DIV class=postbody>*Christia*</DIV>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>panic! at the disco</category>
		  		  	<category>paramore</category>
		  		  	<category>red jumpsuit apparatus</category>
		  		  	<category>the academy is</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>61718191</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-04-16T13:12:05Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[WHO won &quot;Last song you will ever sing&quot;?]]></title>
	      <link>http://61718191.buzznet.com/user/journal/130398/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>............................Mary Bonney of McLean, Virginia.</P>
<P>Forgot who she was well here's the video</P>
<P>
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  <embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/7aMHN73elns" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="350"></embed></OBJECT></P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P>Yup, somehow she was one of the first videos I saw and I was like "thats super ingeneous, I hope she wins" but c'mon how could she not have won?</P>
<P>WHOHOOOO Cangrats MARY.</P>
<P>~C-doggg</P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>last song you will ever sing</category>
		  		  	<category>paramore</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>61718191</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-03-07T12:40:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[WWWWWWTTTTTFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!]]></title>
	      <link>http://61718191.buzznet.com/user/journal/125980/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>OMFG! I swear I keep seeing people&nbsp;LOOK like AUDREY KITCHING!(or Twigg violence if you prefer) It's pissing me OFF! Like Kiki Kanibal,&nbsp;and Hannah Beth. OMG! Hannah Beth is not so bad because the pictures I've seen so far is not like revealing. but c'mon people I swear. You don't need millions of make-up or millions of sheer make-up. omg eyeliner? clothing choices? FUCK! This is getting STUPID! OMG.</P>
<P>I'm sorry if you're a fan of Audrey but pleaseeee....no one has to dress exactly&nbsp;like her and and take pictures like her. She has limited poses and most are profile view, rarely rarely ever a front shot. If you want to take pictures take pictures like I dont know someone better! GAHHHHHHH</P>
<P>I'm sorry but I just had to get that out my system</P>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>61718191</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-02-28T15:11:34Z</dc:date>
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